Sometimes…
Tuesday, February 8, 2005 ~ Comments Off
… I feel like just stopping.
Ohh the temptation to leave that first sentence, sitting there alone, and hit that PUBLISH button is almost enough for me.
But what then? A cry for help? A blogger in trouble? Apathy? Stress? Breakdown? Why? Why? Why? Or is it validation that is required. Please love me, please want me, please need me.
Or is it neither. Is it just a pause. Prompted by many things, result of none.
Or will it, like my cold, pass?
And why so many questions, why can’t the answers be found, dredged up from the memory. Maybe I should follow the lead of others and blog about other people instead of myself. But who?
The one who fell and bumped her head? The one currently having to stop over at Cambodia on his way back from Australia? Family? Co-workers?! (Definitely NOT starting that last one!).
Static. Staid. Still. Momentum sought.
UPDATE: I think some of you might be right. So I’ll forewarn. If I do take a break, I wouldn’t imagine it would be for long. But who knows, right? It’ll be obvious when I have. Don’t worry.